I’m sorry all my stuff is depressing lately.
I’m really sad. No one understands or will listen to me except for heather, I’m so glad my dad married her. She just gets it, and supports me, and takes me seriously. I miss maurhy so much. So much changed with us the week he left, for the better. Things were so perfect. And now he is gone for two years. Two years without hearing his voice, or seeing him, or hugging him, or kissing him. BLAHHH I hate thinking, I’m thinking too much. I know that no one thinks I will wait, but I will. I will be here when he gets back. Two years is a long time, I don’t even know what I will be doing in two years. But I can’t wait. I just wish I had someone to talk to that will take me seriously cause I guess my friends wont. But Flavia (mauhrys mom) came into work today and talked to me about everything, and we are going to go surprise him at the airport before he goes to Spain. It’s against the rules but oh well, people do it all the time. I just want to stop being sad and I want the next two years to go by fast. Okay I’m done. Sorry everyone, I don’t want to be depressing and whiny.
